I'm still lost in this broad daylight, In this grand scheme of life, In this celebration to breathe, One more day, one more second, Of this souless body floating through The enigma of realisation, the epitome of the grandiose identity of being alive. My frail grasp could not hold the truth My aching heart, yearns … Continue reading Chapter 30, Episode 1: Lost

I, Stand above my wisdom, But never higher than my manner, I, Hold my promise like a contract, Ink of blood, written with bones I, Hold my respect high enough To bow without disgrace. And I, Hold my utmost love, To the loved and love ones But I, Never an angel, unbound to sins Or … Continue reading Chapter 30, Episode 2: I

You came into my dream With that tender smile, With those alluring eyes Without invitation. In my peaceful slumber, You recast me in your spells, Of your childish giggles, Of your innocent words, Of your promises, That you would be the world, That I wanted it to be, Only for me. But in my anxious … Continue reading Chapter 26: Sweet Nightmare

I woke up to this heavy heart, In pain but used to it, I know I was broken apart, No mend to it. I slouches towards the warm light, Reaching my salvation, But the warmth didn't ignite, This dead, frozen damnation. The praying mat called, For my heavy heart, my bleeding pain, Tears fallen, pain … Continue reading Chapter 28: Heavy

They say heartbreak is like a headache Lingers around, needling heads Take some pills and no more ache, They forgot the pain that it bakes That sleeps you with pain staked With your promises and dreams said To them you made. Awakened you from your bed, Inhaled your hope to wish it's not too late, … Continue reading Chapter 27: Miserable

They pushed you, Because too good is not so true. But they are fools. Because too bad, The only thing that's true is you.

We laid our backs on bed, Like we were tired of life. Your legs between mine, Like snakes slither the vine. And your hand, under mine. Your hair, fragrant like the blooming rose, Curled under your head, Tucked between the pillow, the bed. Your eyes, your lips, your skin Dazzling, soft, satin. You pulled me … Continue reading Chapter 24: One Night

The man shall live again, Broken down, torn apart, He'll ceaselessly born anew, better, stronger, harder. Let him know this cry, Calling him from beyond this plane A wake up call from the slumber, Rejoice, young hunter! The cold blood shall stain your blade again And the air will drenched With the guts and pieces … Continue reading Chapter 23 : Ressurection

Lying down, snuggled in blanket, numb and high with the ecstasy of regrets, tears dropped, mouth shut, tongue locked, heart, beating up and breaking down. I was lost, in the thoughts that bind me to the pillar of pain, again and again I was lost too far into the abyss of thoughts, my mind, grounded … Continue reading Chapter 22: Lost

It's part of my design of perspective. I intentionally post random chapters of the Book of Thoughts because I wanted to show to my audience how random thing can happened in our life and how powerless we are over the variation of why and how it happened. As you can see, if you even tried … Continue reading Why it’s all jumbled up?